reflexións......

reflexións......
"I shall never leave you nor forsake you" Hebrews 13:5

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Christmas Peak

A sneak preview of our Christmas Tree!

Christmas holds much meaning to us every year and even more so this year. We're looking forward to be able to return home and celebrate this season with loved ones and friends..... and oh yes ...definitely looking forward to what's to be on the table spread too!

Hark The Herald Angels Sing...Glory To The New Born King!

The 2nd Lap

Having been through the 1st cycle, all was prepared to take the 2nd cycle head on!

News from a round of tests showed a conflicting result which puzzles everyone... The latest CT scan shows that the tumors shrank, the blood test however shows that the tumor markers have increased for both Beta HCG and AFP. Nevertheless, the team of doctors had their discussions and agreed that the treatment should continue.... so we are all prepared to battle on!!!

Today, 8th Dec, is the last day of cycle 2 of high dose chemo. The body has just started to feel very weak and he slept through the entire afternoon. What was heartening was his appetite! Even after 3 days of high dose chemo, he is still able to have his mains and many packets of biscuits in between.

The pic above is him enjoying his breakfast today..... platter of croissants!! Seeing him eat makes the wife feel hungry as well......

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Keep the Faith!!!

"Boy....you got to keep the faith!!!" It's end of home discharge; a well rested, recharged Kevin after the weekend at home and it's time to move on!


I must say that year 2007 is coming to an end and the festive seasons are near. It was really an up and down year for me, lots of trials and turbulences, fun and loving memories too...... but most importantly I got closer to GOD. I guessed that would sum up as my best memory ever! Thank you Lord for preserving the faith in me especially in times of need.

The rest at home really revitalised me spiritually and mentally......... (I hope the doctors are reading this so that they can discharge me more...... hehehe!!!) Good food, good company, good rest.... what more can you ask for.

Anyways, Christmas and New Year's around the corner, time to pick up the spirits and cheer up!!! Be cheerful and peace will be with you!

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see" Hebrews 11:1

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Makansutra Time - High Steam Diet

After the first SCT (Stem Cell Transplant) cycle, it was nice for a short rest at home.... before the 2nd cycle resumes. The common protocols were exercised during every discharge; like a doctors' report, pharmacist's personal visit to dispense the medication, fill in hospital feedback forms, memos and appointments for medical check-ups. But this time, a dietitian visited before discharge.


Dietitian looked slim....I'm sure she has to be..... came in with a neutropenic diet plan!! What is that?!!

Well, usually when your counts (Red Blood/Haemoglobin, White Blood and Platelets) are below normal range, you are neutropenic. So when your counts are low, you are bound for infections and bacteria like air-borne, water-borne and even food-borne. So we talking about food-borne infections here.

You know how difficult it is for a former 110kg giant whom "live to eat" lifestyle and formerly in food and beverage industry to go on a DIET!!!!! Now a neutropenic diet! After the SCT, when your counts are relatively going up, it's actually not so bad...... it's all in the food preparation. You just need to make sure the food are well cooked! Also take loads of Magnesium, Calcium, high protein meals, etc..

Here's the bad...., during the hospital stay, when the counts were really low, all my cooked meals were high-steamed for another about 15mins before it is served. Let me tell you, the food really sucks!!!! Vegetables were yellow, fish meat taste like fish paste, most of the time chicken and fish tastes the same as the texture feels alike, spaghetti texture were as thick as Udon, hard boiled eggs after peeling off the shell, the egg is still shell-like color and worse of all the smell of the meal is so overwhelming that you will feel nausea even when the food just steps into your room. Imagine this, you requested for roast chicken, but what you get is steamed roast chicken! What's the point of roasting then! So what even you have good and fanstastic appetite!!!! Thank god, my mother in law would bring in home cooked, healthy and nourishing soups almost everyday! Been losing weight as we speak..... so probably the diet works hahaha!!!! Just hit below the 80kg mark... ideally 75kg according to the dietitian. So you guys and gals want to go on a high steam diet???!!! Anyway, don't complain, it's good for you!

P/S: My thought for the day: To be peaceful, you must be cheerful.........